follow me on instagram :) @absentions

Hey guys!! so i’m a photographer in my free time and i really do love talking pictures of everything. this account is where i post all of my pictures, and it would make me sooooo happy if you followed me there and helped me to spread my work, on which i work really hard :)

please, check it out, and if you like it, follow me there! :) please do it :)

look for @/absentions


thank you from the bottom of my heart from the start! ❤️❤️❤️

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one of my photography work ^^^^ if you liked it, follow me on writtenpolaroid :)

one of my photography work ^^^^ if you liked it, follow me on writtenpolaroid :)

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painted illusions by writtenpolaroid

one of my work ^^^^ if you liked it, follow me on writtenpolaroid :)

painted illusions by writtenpolaroid

one of my work ^^^^ if you liked it, follow me on writtenpolaroid :)

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hey guys, follow my personal blog :)
they are some poems and photographs of my own :) 
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Hello guys :)

it’s been a long time since i’ve got here, i miss it a lot and you guys mostly!

just to say, i’m not posting not because of the hate, but because something really bad happened to me and since then my life has been a mess and i just don’t feel like being here on tumblr yet.

as i trust you and feel comfortable telling you this, that is why: one of my best friends died, like three months ago. on august 3rd, his plane chashed into the ground and he and his family died instantly. i got the news a few hours later, at night, and buried him the next day. this was the worst moment of my entire life and honestly i can’t erase the sensation from inside of me. it was totally unexpected, i never thought i would never see him again, i always thought i would have him forever with me, so i just said “bye, i’ll see you this weekend, if not, on monday, talk to you later.” and i never saw him again, never heard his laugh, never hard his voice, never touched him anymore, and i would give the world to have just one last moment with him and tell him how special he was and how special he made me feel.

you have no idea, how beautiful and how precious he was. no kidding, he was the best person i knew. always with a smile in his face, everything for him was great, and he always made people smile, it was like a talent. he was pure joy, and had such an amazing soul. he brought so much happiness to my life. so many moments i spent with him, and if i could, i would replay them over and over again. i really thought i would never find my way. being without him, isn’t easy, wasn’t easy, and i think it will never be. but i’m getting better, and the bad feelings are flooting away and only the good memories i have about him are staying here with me.

but these things take time, and it’s hard to heal a broken heart, mostly with the loss of a loved one. it’s like a part of me is gone with him, and i’ll never get it back. i guess, i can”t let him go because this part of me, it’s still his and will forever be. i just miss him so much. 

i read all you kind and cozy messages, and i certainly can say:  you are the best and i’m really happy that you have stucked with me for this long time. thank you so much for all the compliments and all the advices, i couldn’t ask for best, not only followers, but friends!

i only said all of this because i truly believe it would make me feel better, and i trust you guys with all my heart. it’s really hard for me to be telling all of this.

i’ll be back soon :)

lots of love,

Bea xxxx

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